I keep trying to sit down and write, but either I can’t find the words once I’m in front of the computer, or more often, life just gets in the way (like right now). I was hoping for some time today to just get lost and extract my thoughts for a while but that might need to wait for a few days. I know if I don’t get something out, I’ll be high strung again by the end of the week. I feel the thoughts starting to circle. I felt so much better yesterday.
- alone analysis anger anxiety ball bitch bitching boyfriend brief childhood confused control cutting dating death decisions depression distractions ex exercise failure family fear food friend friendship frustrated funeral grad school harry potter health jealousy job learning life lonely loss love marriage molestation mother movie music pain pathetic pickup pms rape reflection relationships risk role playing rp sad song scared self harm situations social anxiety song stress The Boy therapy thoughts tired too much update vacation venting virgin virginity vitamins weak weight weight loss work